I can't be
the only one
to feel this way
to want to rip my bruised heart out of my chest
to just end this constant agonizing pain
it'll be quick...
just let me do it please?
but maybe instead of me hurting for once
maybe
it needs to be you
to feel the way I do
to take a couple of steps in my shoes
to be cut with the same jagged old knife of betrayal
how would you feel...
would you finally see?
I can't take much more
I'm covered in violent scars
some have healed
some keep bleeding
some will never heal
you did this...
can't you see?
you probably won't
you never do
I'll just smile
I'll pretend nothing is wrong
I'll suf
Tell Me I'm doing good
that for once I'm doing something right
Tell Me I'm not useless
that I'm worth something
Tell Me I'm special
that I'm not like anyone else
I want to make you smile
but...can I do that?
I want to make your heart soar
but...can I do that?
I want to wipe away your past
but...can I do that?
Tell Me I'm loved
that I'm not alone in this cold world
Tell Me I'm strong
that I can beat anything that dares come my way
Tell Me I'm yours....
that I'm your one and only...
I want to do good...
but all I do is mess up
I want to to have a good heart...
but it might be gone..shriveled up and dark
I want to be happy...
bu